I’ve screamed out my pain, I’ve searched all over for some sort of meaning. I’ve felt like I’ve gone insane, I’ve been stuck in-between reality and my dreaming. The world and I are hitting a milestone, And we watch as people build themselves up and fall apart. Let’s kick habits, get a fresh start, Let’s sing and dance our hearts out. Blast your playlist, let me hear the tempest, One more time, one more time, Roll down the windows and go all out. One more time, one more time, What am I hearing, what are we doing? In-between the dreaming, in-between the drifting, Bending this reality to my whim, One more time, one more time, Let’s hit another milestone. Let’s sing and kick habits, Get a fresh start, blast your playlist, Roll down the windows and let me hear the tempest, Go all out and dance our hearts out. Build yourself up, fall apart, let me watch as the world continues spinning. I want to see it myself. I want to see what’s next. Thanks.
Breathe in the cold air,
Feel the chill cut its way into your lungs.
Refresh yourself,
Stare into that dark, and yet so bright night.
You've crawled, scratched, and struggled.
You've said hellos and goodbyes.
You've screamed, cried, laughed, and beaten yourself.
You've questioned, wondered, and second guessed yourself.
Embrace the years come by,
Embrace the losses and the gains,
and every time you take that next step,
Mold each of those into you.
There's nothing to run back to,
There's only going forward,
There's only the next thing.
You may seek shelter, you may regress,
but seek strength, seek more, seek growth.
Breathe in the cold ai
I should really follow my own advice,
The denial piling up, blinding myself with what seems so nice.
Sometimes not struggling with loving myself,
And other days I want to feel the pain of metal,
Two ideals running parallel.
I've built myself a mental fortress and kept myself protected,
but I've run into the problem that I can't let myself be exposed,
and that means I'm the one who is being affected.
I've already cut out a lot of toxicity out of my life,
And I'm no longer bleeding with the tip of my knife.
But I'm feeling a slow burn with the alcohol flowing in my veins,
Let myself float calmly and violently some days.
I can help others, b
I feel like Im better,
and sometimes I think I feel worse.
When there's too much time to think about it though,
I can feel my skin crawling.
And I get this insatiable urge to dig just a little deeper.
You know that feeling of restlessness?
It's like you have too much energy burning inside,
And no matter where you direct it,
There's too much burning inside.
I can't rid the feeling as I want to tear my skin off.
It's much too hot, but the air is on and I'm quite cold.
Feels like a firecracker is going off inside of my veins.
Pop pop pop, and I punch the air with a swish swish swish,
but that only makes it worse.
I can hear my heart pounding.
I got a broken wing,
But I'm doin' all right.
All right, all right.
Legs ain't broken, truckin' along the dusty trail,
Coughing up dust and sand,
But I'm doin' all right, all right.
Got some cramps,
But nothing beatin' this feeling,
Of fleeing the never ending dealing,
Devil of a goddamn sun.
Sun banging my eyes to death,
Feel like they're sweatin',
Cooking in that sweet sauce of sweat and tears.
Got sandals on my feet, or least I did 20 feet back,
That a'aways, got a hobble,
On my two feet.
Yes, my wing is broken,
Yes sir, one wing broken,
Wrapped up tight and bound,
Never gonna let it hit the ground again.
See though, once it's all
There's an itch in the back of my head.
I tend to ignore it.
It's almost natural now.
It gets bad at night, but when I'm busy,
It's not there.
There's an itch in the back of my head.
Most days I tend to ignore it.
It feels mostly natural.
Most nights are unremarkable, but sometimes,
It's screaming at me.
There's an itch in the back of my head.
Some days I can't stop thinking about it.
It feels unnatural.
Nights can be like a precipices,
Days can feel like infernos.
There's an itch in the back of my head.
I scratch it gently. Some days harder than others.
I get by just fine.
Nights can be bright.
Days can be dark.
I can get by j